It's honestly more difficult to write here than I thought it would be. To have a journal usually means to express exactly how your feeling...to write your exact thoughts. I can be an impulsive writer. I have a certain journal at home I use for my impulsiveness, and a journal online for the same purpose. If you're like me, sometimes you want more than anything to write and express yourself when you are expreriencing a powerful emotion like unrestrained rage, sadness, or happiness, and its hard to write about that here.

I am an avid journal writer. I have more drafts that most I bet, but I have a hard time posting them because some things are better left unsaid. I'm afraid of peoples opinions, and whether or not my feelings are appropriate to post. I'm still questioning on whether or not I want people to read it. Please do not think that I'm bashing people in my journals. That is something I could never do online or even in my personal journal. Talking and ranting about people is a waste of time and a definite waste of my thoughts. Still, some of my posts are strong opinions, powerful emotions, and slightly personal that may annoy readers.

I'm hoping I'll become more confidant and eventually post my long awaiting drafts. Until then, I'll censor my writing and hopefully manage to make my posts interesting enough to read.

Enjoy my future thoughts.

~CO